My cry for help

I need help. I need help from God and people who love God with all their heart. I need to commit myself to God. I am tired of bouncing in and out of God’s presence just because I get lazy or I forget. God is the most important thing in my life, he is. I want to read the bible every day, pray to him every day, go to church every Sunday and Wednesday, do Godly things, Love Jesus. I want to chase after God and his kingdom for the rest of my life. I will not make excuses to do so, I have been writing my Godly music now for a few months and I’ll be honest with you, it’s keeping me sane. But we’re not talking about that, anyways let me tell you what I need help in

I need help committing to God

            Committing to God means to honor him and love him and stay true to him. I don’t do that. I so wish I could maintain with him even throughout all of life’s ups and downs.

            I remember when I was playing the guitar, I would pick it up regardless of what was going on in my life. I want the same sort of tenacity and dedication and passion that I had for the guitar with God. When I was first playing the guitar, I didn’t let anything stop me from playing the guitar. I would play and play and play some more and I would never stop. In a way, I put the guitar as my God and that’s not correct. I want God to be my God because he is the reason why I played the guitar, he is the reason why I’m intelligent, I’m strong, I’m tall, I am the way I am. Anyways that’s the first thing I need help with.

Commitment to my music

            I’ll be honest with you guys, sometimes I put on the old music that I used to play. I will put on rock and rap and things that don’t worship God. I’ve slowed down tremendously in the last year, I even deleted all of the music that doesn’t worship God off of my phone. Anyways, I wish to commit to my Christian music and stick with it. I need help in order to do so. I need heavenly, spiritual, powerful help in order to get rid of that want to listen to that type of music. I DO NOT WANT IT. That is certain, it’s just that, the music is as addicting as the drugs that the artists use. It’s hard to get out of it.

            So, what is my cry? I cry for help for God, I am praying hard day and night that God would help me stop my problems and commit my life to him. I know that when I have a family, I will have to commit to them and my family will be a reflection of my walk with God. I want God to be first, then my family, and then everything else will fall in place. I also ask for your guys’ help. I want you guys to pray for me because I want as much prayer going to me as possible because I know that God works in prayers. Thank you all who pray for me, I greatly appreciate it.

            Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. Be sure to read your bible, go to church, pray, and love God above all else. German Gonzalez, signing out!