I was chasing God all along

The good Lord has spoken to my heart about something. A few weeks ago, I was playing pool ball with my sister and I managed to pocket like 5 balls in a row. I got so excited, it’s not the most impressive thing I’ve done in pool ball. One time I even pocketed all of the balls in a row. However, I realized something. The thing that I’m chasing the most, is money. I look at the cool things that I can do and I realize that money I on my mind for every one of those things. I want a job, but I know that God can provide for me with things that are good for me, not just random things of the world. So, this is why I have decided to quit chasing everything. Let me explain to you what I mean.

I’m good at everything that I do

            I have realized that the things that I set my mind to, I will become good at. I become good at everything that I do and if I stick with it enough, I will make money off of it. It does not matter what I’m doing, whether it be songwriting, writing in this blog, working in the health field, or whatever it may be, I will become good at it. So, since I’m good at everything, I started to chase everything because I feel like I can do it. I feel this strong urge to just chase it and chase it until I’m the best. What am I really chasing though? Am I chasing the money? Or am I chasing something bigger?

            I know what I’m chasing. I’m seeking God in all of the wrong places. I seek God in these places because I think that these things will bring me happiness and joy and comfort. When in reality God is the only one who can do all of those things. I know that. It’s strange, I never thought that my life would be something that preachers have preached about since the death of Jesus. Anyways, I am chasing God in the wrong places. After all what am I looking for? I am looking for happiness, joy, comfort, stability, a thing that provides, a thing that’s eternal, that’s what I’m looking for and God is all of those things, I think I’m just blind.

            Well that’s it for this blog post. I must tell you guys this, chase after God, you will never be thirsty, you will never want, you will always have what you need. God is the answer to my thirsty soul. I am chasing after God, I just didn’t know it until recently. Please, chase after God, God will be the one who provides for you, he can do great things in your life. Trust in God not me. Please read your bible, go to church, pray, and above all else, love God. German Gonzalez, signing out!