What the Holy Spirit has convicted my heart of recently

The Holy Spirit is working very hard in my life right now. As a matter of fact, the Holy Spirit has convicted my heart about several things today.

First he convicted my heart about the type of music that I listen to. I listen to rock, rap, hip-hop, metal, all types of music basically, but I don’t listen to Christian music. I need to replace the music that I listen to, with the music that I need to listen. Do not get me wrong, I have nothing but Christian music in my IPhone, but on my computer, I listen to all of the world’s music and that is something that is not okay. I have been stopping this kind of music from entering into my ears, but I still listen to it every once in a while. This kind of music is absolutely not allowed in my life, I have made that rule as part of my life.

            Another thing that God has convicted my heart of is forgiving people. I actually do not forgive people when they hurt me, I instead hold onto it. I hold on to this pain and this anger that I have towards people because it just feels good to hold on to that feeling. However, I know that God would not like that, I need to forgive people. So, since I don’t have any other way of forgiving people, I put on this blog post that I forgive all of those that have hurt me in the past. I hope that you go to God because ultimately, he wants you.

            The last thing that God convicted my heart of is controlling my spirit. I am wild, I am out of control, I do what I want when I want and I need boundaries. I need to control my spirit because my own spirit is actually hurting me.

            For example, I get random urges to go and join the military. In reality, I do not want to join the military. But blowing things up and shooting up an M4 sounds like fun and I get so into it it’s just unbelievable.

            I also get these random urges to become good at something random, like say for instance pool ball. I am alright with pool, but I sometimes make it my commitment to go out and practice and play for hours on end, that’s not good because it’s just a phase, I need more control!!

            Anyways, these are just some of the things that God has convicted my heart of recently. Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. Please pray, read your bible, go to church, and above all else, love God. Like, comment, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!