The good Lord is speaking to me, I know it because I learn lessons and receive wisdom when he speaks. He has been speaking about my life, my decisions, my entirety and I couldn’t be more grateful. The thing that is interesting to me is that I feel like I hardly sin, yet when I sin, it’s something big or something that could’ve been avoided. Anyways, let me share with you the interesting things that God is doing in my life.
God is revealing what his will is
I pray to God to give me things, I pray to God to give me jobs, money, food, shelter, clothing, things that are not bad and God always provides, yet when I ask him what his will is for my life, it’s like he has said the same thing over and over again because I hear from pastors, family, friends who are near to me that I should be doing one thing, which is music.
I am good at music, I learn music so easily and it’s just something that I completely comprehend. And when I ask God what does he want me to do, it’s like he wants me to do music as well because that is why he gave me the gift. I was nominated for awards and scholarships for music, I know how to do a wide variety of things in music and it would be a waste if I didn’t write my songs for God. I don’t want money, I want to serve the Lord because he is worthy of my music. Is it my desire to write music all day long? Yes it is, if I could live like that I would but I know that it’s not possible, yet, or now. I know that anything is possible with God. God will provide a way for my music, just watch.
God is helping me to go through life
Just recently I’ll admit it, that I thought about suicide. I was angry and I was going through the motions. However, God intervened and he decided to give me my dad. My dad started talking to me and before you know it, I was laughing about what just happened. I was not mad anymore and I had completely forgotten about why I wanted to commit suicide. So, what happened was that My dad said, “everyone gets mad, no one is perfect, but how we react to that anger is going to make a world of difference.” He said, “is there anything you can do to calm down that anger?” I said, “yeah I can count to ten.” He said, “alright let’s count and take a deep breath every time you count.” By five I was already calm and I had completely forgotten about my anger. So, God had my back yet again.
God is revealing to me that I am a sinful man
No matter how good I become, I must humble myself and say that I am just another sinful man that does bad things. But that’s not all, God can have bad things happen in our lives for more holy purposes. God one time compared this world to a giant fictional creature that is wild yet beautiful, he compared this world to dangerous yet perfect. No matter what happens we have to trust in God, that whatever happens is for the best of us and mankind. God is right, not you or I.
Thank you so much for reading this blog post, I hope that I have been an encouragement and blessing to your guys’ life. Please read your bible, go to church, pray, and above all else, Love God. Thank you all so much again and I’ll see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!
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