A conviction that the Lord has placed in my heart

The more I speak to God, the more he tells me what is wrong in my life. I think that my life will never be perfect because I am not perfect, but the Good Lord is always looking to improve my life by placing convictions in my heart. There are actually a lot of things that the Lord is convicting my heart of, but I am going to describe to you the one that sticks out the most. Anyways without further ado, here is the thing that God is convicting my heart of.

Practice what I preach

            I know that I talk a lot about praying, reading the bible, going to church, and loving God. However, to me, I think that I am only doing one of those things. The only thing that I do, which I don’t even do a lot of, is pray.

            Every night, I get into prayer mode and I just start praying my heart out. I pray for everything that is on my mind and I let God take care of my mistakes and I let him correct me.

            However, there is something that needs to be said about this prayer that I am doing. I need to do it more often. I need to pray to God more often, I can pray three times a day, I just need to commit to it. It’s not like it’s super hard either, I have learned that praying to God can be a lot of fun. You get what you need and sometimes what you want. You glorify God when you pray, you worship, you give thanks to what you have, there is so much good that comes out of prayer.

            I do not go to church, I do not read my bible, I do love God above all else in the sense that I listen to what he says and try and do it as much as possible on a day to day basis. However, I don’t love him enough to say that I consistently seek out his word or chase after him. If I did, I am most definitely sure that things would be different. I would have gotten my degrees, I would be smarter, wiser, stronger, more talented, if only I just listen to what God has to say.

            I also do love God in the sense of feeling. In my heart, I sincerely do have a love for God that is strong and pure. I love God as the father that he is. I thank him for all that he has done for me and I wish that I could give him more.

            This blog was actually meant to glorify God. I could have made a music blog and made money off of it, but I went with the Christian blog not only because it’s on my heart, but because I wanted to write for God and glorify him. I wanted to give God my all and so this blog is me trying to worship him in all that I do.

My plan of attack in fixing my problems

            So all of the things that I just mentioned to you are problems that need to be fixed. I need to go to church, I need to read my bible, I need to pray more often, I need to listen to God’s word more, I need more God. So, what I plan on doing to fix these problems is to make more Godly music, pray more often, start to read my bible, and have faith in God that I will do these things. I am going to start as soon as I finish writing this post. My main thing that I am going to do to fix my problems is pray. I am going to pray to God to help me to fix these problems. I know I know that some of you are saying that it is my responsibility to go to church and read my bible, but I pray to God first and then I enact on what I just prayed on is more of what I wanted to say.

            I know that I need to start taking action, so I am going to get the momentum going by praying first, and then reading the bible and seeing what God wants to say to me. I have faith that God will show me what he wants me to do. God is real, he is alive, he is coming back, and I will serve him.

I’ll be honest

            So to be honest with you guys, I am a little scared of the future. I am scared because I am just too weak. I am scared of failure, past sins, future sins, uncertain things, and the list goes on and on. I have faith though that God will guide me the whole way. I need to pray to God to give me courage and bravery to face the things that I have in my life, I know that he will give it to me.

Why do I say this?

            Maybe some of you look up to me. Maybe some of you think that I am a good man. Maybe some of you think that I am what God wants in a person. Just know that anything good that I am, comes from God, not me. I thank God for making me the person that I am today, for without him, I would be nothing. I mean that. I mean what I say from the bottom of my heart.

            God is so good people, I cannot tell you how many times God has been good in my life. God has helped me in a lot of situations and I just wish that the rest of the world could see how great he is.             Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. I hope that I have been an encouragement and inspiration to you guys. Please pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, and subscribe, I will see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!