I’m falling and failing

The good Lord has placed in my life a test that is great. This test, is to show just how much I love the Lord. How far am I willing to go for the Lord, I obviously am failing at this, but I have faith that the Lord will hand over the victory to this battle. The only thing that I want from this life is to glorify God, I want to glorify God by being a good man. I want to be a holy man, I want to be a man that chases after what God wants. Anyways, let me give you all some tips at what you should do when failing and falling in tests. Let’s start.

Get closer to God

            Every time I fail a test that God has put in my life, I immediately repent and do my best to turn back to him. Just recently I started to give up on this test because I think that this test is too strong, but something inside of me doesn’t let me give up. It’s a battle cry that I hear, and it’s always telling me to never give up. So, I don’t give up. I don’t give up on God, I don’t give up on life, I don’t give up on the battle that I have been faced with. Instead I pray about it, I pray hard and long and I keep praying about it until I get an answer, that’s when you get closer to God.

            I remember when I was first faced with this temptation, I cried so long for the Lord to release me from this temptation but I never succeeded. Finally, the good lord, about when I was 17 started to give me victory over this battle, so here I am today. I’ll be honest, the fight was brutal, sometimes I saw no hope and often times I felt depressed and sad, but God kept telling me to not give up, never give up is what God was always saying. So never gave up.

Moving forward

            I am planning on researching how to stand during trials and tribulations. I know that I have to be close to God first, but I just pray that God may help me with what I am going through, as a matter of fact, he already has.

            Thank you all for listening. I hope that I have been an encouragement and inspiration to you guys. Please read your bible, go to church, pray, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, and subscribe and I will see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!