Something that God has placed on my heart

You know, I consider myself a nice person. I don’t try and hurt anyone on purpose, however, there are things in life that can really press my buttons. I try and do my best to not let those emotions run wild because I know that it is best to keep quiet. I don’t consider myself a mean person, but like I said there are things that rub me the wrong way and when they rub me the wrong way, I just get mad. Anyways, let me share with you all what the Lord has placed on my heart.

To be kind to my sister

            I’ll be honest here, I’m not really nice to my sister. I know I know some of you are going like but why? Well here’s the truth, I’m nice to one of my sisters, my older sister is the one who I am mean to. I honestly don’t want to react in the manner that I do react because I feel like my sister is teaching me patience. However, it’s so difficult to not get mad at her. To me anyways.

            My sister is the nicest person you’ve never met but it’s like sometimes she doesn’t think about what she says before she says it. That’s what it boils down to. She’s the nicest person you’ve never met. She is so kind and courteous and polite, however, it doesn’t seem like she thinks about what she’s going to say before she says it. I’m not calling her stupid or dumb because she is very bright, I wouldn’t say that if it wasn’t true, but she just doesn’t put coconut into a few things and it drives me mad.

Times when my sister is bright

            My sister graduated high school with a GPA of 3.5, I graduated with a GPA of 2.0 haha. She took the really hard ap classes and passed them, not with flying colors but she passed them with good grades, something I wish I could have done.

            My sister won an award in music, she is a violinist and I can’t remember what she won the award for but she did win an award for music, I’m so proud.

            She got into a four year university right off the bat! That’s something that I wish I could have done! I’m so jealous!

            She writes stories that you could only dream of. My sister writes stories that are deep, thoughtful, insightful, amazing, creative, unique, I would go on but there is no end in sight as to how talented of a writer my sister is, She’s bright!

            My sister is thoughtful. I know I said earlier that it seems like she doesn’t think about what she’s doing, but there are times when I’m astounded as to how deep she thought. How far ahead she got, how much insight she put into the task at hand. It’s amazing that she does it.

            My sister is a hard worker. I know of people who say, “oh it’s not worth the work that you have to put into it” well if my sister wants a cookie, she will bake a whole batch just for that one cookie. If my sister wants something, she chases after it. If my sister needs something, you bet your britches that she will go after it. She is a hard worker

            My sister is the coolest cat you’ve never met. When I say cool, she maintains cool. I have never seen her break down and it would tear my heart to see her like that. In the midst of heat, she gets closer to the sun and even still finds some time to sip on some lemonade, I’m so jealous because I’m not like that, I react to a lot of my emotions and to be honest with you, it hurts me.

            Sometimes I feel like my sister is trying really hard to be nice to me and all I’m doing is being rude to her. It hurts me. You know when Jesus said to be nice to your enemies because in doing so you will heap coals on their head, he wasn’t kidding. I am first witness to the fact that doing that will heap coals on their head. It really does hurt knowing that your sister is being the nicest angel and all you’re doing is being mean. Another point for team Jesus.

            You know I’m grateful for this blog, but I’m more grateful for my sister. She’s the nicest, sweetest, brightest girl you’ve never met. I’m telling you you’ve never met someone as nice as her. I’m the one who is missing out on all of her kindness.

In conclusion

            I love my sister to death, but sometimes she drives me mad. I don’t mean to lash out at her, and I hope that God can teach me to be patient with her just as my parents are patient with me, just as she is patient with me, just as God is patient with me. Big sister, I love you, don’t change who you are.

            Thank you all so much for reading this. I hope that I have been an encouragement and inspiration to you guys. Please pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, and subscribe and I will see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!