A new era

Hey everyone, I know it’s been a while since I logged back into this blog but we have some exciting news, some bad news, and some awesome news. So, first things first, we need to start off with the bad news.

I did something a few months back that I’m not too proud of. I know that the things that I did could never be taken away but right now, this moment, is a good time to explain, that God forgives. Who did God forgive? God forgave me! God forgave me when I did that bad thing a few months ago. He forgave me right on the spot and he forgives my sins that I do on a regular basis. We’ll touch back to this later in the article.

The good news is that I am now in college and I have just scored two B’s in my first two classes back since I got in. I do plan on graduating with my bachelors at least, but I really want to get my masters too. So, praise the Lord for the fact that I got into college and am now going again. I thank the Lord for that thing.

An awesome thing is that I am working two jobs and going to college! This explains the reason why I haven’t been writing in the blog. I have just been too busy to write and honestly just too tired and occupied. I honestly forgot about the blog until just the other night. I’ve honestly just had my mind on other things.

My second job is a sales job, I won’t tell you what company or what I’m selling but it’s a fun sales job. I’m improving a lot. I actually used to have a sales job and I was pretty good at it that’s the reason why I am so good at this sales job. I thank the Lord for this sales job. I thank the Lord for all of my jobs and for my college education.

The dream is still alive that one day I could sell my music, but, it’s not so much a dream anymore. Now, I have different dreams that I didn’t have back when I was a kid. Now, I just want a wife and kids and a house and a car. That’s literally all I want. That dream of having a Lamborghini or a mansion in LA doesn’t sound so cool anymore. It just sounds shallow. Honestly guys, I have been fortunate enough in my life to have money and cars and things that are nice, not expensive, but nice. And honestly, it all just doesn’t matter. In the end we’re all going to die and then what? It’s just a sad way to end it but that’s the truth.

What I’m trying to say is that God is the only thing that matters, after that, everything is second banana. It doesn’t even come close to how important God is in our lives. It’s a bittersweet feeling but more sweet than bitter. Why? Because that means that we have hope in something eternal, something forever, something that will never die, something that has no end, something that loves more than our parents could ever love us, something that gives and teaches and is only ever right. Something that is always faithful will forever be faithful.

Back to the first paragraph. The Lord knows that I fail. I will always fail. But God is the one who is doing something good in this world not me. So know this, that though I may fail, God will never fail. Jesus died for our failures. We failed so much that God had pity on us and decided to give his son for us.

So, today is the mark of a new era for this blog, I won’t promise I’m going to write tomorrow, but with God’s help, I’ll write on a consistent basis. If God allows, I will continue to write in this blog for years to come.

So, I ask anyone who is reading this blog, to please pray, pray for me, pray for this blog, pray so that God himself may abode with you and that he may live in your heart forever. Pray that the whole world may get saved because that prayer alone is powerful enough to actually do it. Pray so that your lives reflect the life that Jesus would want you to live, pray so that love abounds in your heart and peace fills your life. Pray and never stop praying because God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit are so worth it. When you look at the sunset, remember who designed it, when you look at your first born child, remember the God who breathed life into him or her, when you’re on your death bed, remember that God was the one who made your death so sweet. Thank you all for listening to me and may God bless you all.