Something I quit

Hey guys! So some good news but before I talk a little about what’s been going on in my life, Let’s have a moment of prayer.

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment out of our lives a pray to God for all of the things in our lives. Take a minimum of 5 minutes to pray for all of the things in your life.

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I quit pool ball

So just recently, I quit pool ball. I quit pool ball because it was destroying my life.

I actually was doing pretty well in pool ball.

I had managed to runout the pool table in 8 ball two days in a row and I was thinking about getting into tournaments.

However, I started to play pool and then I found myself at a bar.

Now keep in mind that I DO NOT GO TO BARS. But pool ball was dragging me to places where I didn’t belong.

So I was in the bar and the entire time I couldn’t help but to think to myself that I shouldn’t be there.

And then some dude approached me and we started talking and then he said, do you want to bet on this game, 20$?

At that point I was like, I seriously don’t belong here, and I left 10 minutes later.

And I’ll be honest, I was getting so good at pool ball that I started to see myself at the top of the world in pool ball.

I started to dream about what it would be like to have a sponsor. And I had all sorts of vain ideas about myself, vain in both senses.

Vain in the sense that I was thinking about me all the time, and vain in the sense that it was pointless.

And I had this grand dreams of going pro in pool ball and I’ll be honest

I was blinded

I’m not going to say that it was satan who blinded me but it could’ve been.

I’m going to blame myself for me being blinded.

I was blinded at the fact that I could’ve been someone great.

I was blinded by my own pride and ego and it was painful to be honest.

It destroyed me.

But now I’ve said that I want to quit pool ball.

And it’s addicting but I don’t want to be an alcoholic or gambler or drug addict. I don’t want to be that person.

Therefore, I seriously want to quit pool ball because it was ruining my life.

I even ignored this blog for a couple of weeks because I was too busy playing pool ball. I can’t believe I wasted so much time. Anyways, I hope I don’t give up this blog for anything vain like that. I hope that I can see this blog one day at the top of the charts.

And if not, it will be God who works in this blog forever.

Please pray for me, I want this blog to be something good and that worships God please pray that this blog can one day provide for me. Please pray that this blog can one day do good to me. In Jesus Christ name I pray, amen.