Waiting on the Lord

Hey guys! So, Just recently I’ve gone through some challenging times. It’s not too bad, but it’s something that plays heavily on this blog and could alter the course of which I could continue this blog.

However, my goal is to always continue this blog because I believe that it’s something good in this world. 

Anyways, let me share with you all what’s going on.

First our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray for all of the things in our lives. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for absolutely everything. 

Now back to the show

So, I’ve run into a bit of a dilemma. I’m not going to lie, it takes a lot of time to write in this blog. 

You have to physically write it out (which for one hour you can roughly get out 1000 words and it’s recommended that you write about 2200 words in a blog post to be successful every day.) 

It’s recommended that you post up multiple times a day for the blog to be successful. (actually it’s recommended that you post up as many times as possible in a single day to optimize your site.), It’s recommended that you put up videos, music, images, etc. etc. (all of those things take A LOT of time to create.) 

It’s recommended that you reply to other people about the posts that they put up so that way, they can go and follow you, which can take a whole day on it’s own. 

It’s recommended that you think carefully about what you should put up because you want each individual blog post to be a hit, and that takes time on it’s own. 

Etc. etc. 

Literally, it takes so much time to develop a blog. HOWEVER, the rewards are IMMENSE.

For me, I want to share my music to the world. I also want to share the word of God to the world. 

Literally, I want to do so much with this blog and I hope that no matter how successful I get at this blog, I will always maintain God at the forefront of my mind. 

So, I’m doing this because I want to serve God first and foremost. I believe that the world should know what the truth is about God and I believe that I know the truth about God. 

I know that if I work hard enough at anything in life, then I will be good at it. And not only that, but I’ll make A LOT of money off of it. 

I’m not trying to sound cocky, but I am a professional at almost everything that I do. I know how to listen and to practice to become a better worker. I know how to do that. 

But I want to make God my work. The reason is because I do a lot of things and I know how to do them well, but it’s just not fulfilling. 

I originally wanted to become a preacher, but because of circumstances, I couldn’t. And in my heart, I judge myself and I see for sure that I don’t deserve to become a preacher. I feel like that role should be filled by someone else. 

However, God did ask every Christian to spread the word of God. God did ask for every Christian to spread Jesus’ word. 

Therefore, I literally have to share the gospel with the world in whatever way that God has put in my heart. 

And the manner for me, is this blog. 

What is the problem already?

The problem is this, I want to work hard at this blog but I need a job that will provide. I currently work at a job and I absolutely love it. However, I can’t live off of it. 

And I want to pursue other things in hopes that I will get a job that will provide. Why do I want to do this? 

Because I feel like my parents want me out of the house already. I feel like they are just sick of me. 

I feel like my parents want me to  start my career in something already. 

They never say it and they tell me to pursue my dreams and work hard at the same time and to work hard at my blog, but just subtleties get to me and I just feel pressure to get a job that will pay for a house, a car, provide for a wife and kids, etc. etc. 

They tell me they’ll hold on to me as long as possible, but I honestly think that’s a lie. 

It seems to me that they want me out of the house. 

I want to keep pursuing this blog, but I’m scared that my parents will kick me out of my house one day and I will have nowhere to go. They’ve done it before. 

This blog takes a lot of work and time, but if you know a job, that takes a lot of time and work outside of the job too. And I can’t do both or else I’ll do bad at both of those things

What I want you guys to do

What I want you guys to do, is to pray for me. Pray that God can help me with his plans. Pray that God’s will, will be done at all times. Pray that God will be with me to strengthen me throughout all of my bad times. I sense that bad times are up ahead. 

Broadcast

I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven.

German Gonzalez, signing out!