Diary Entry: The new song in my heart

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to go over why there really is a new song in my heart. 

Before we get into any of that, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the people that he wants us to become. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray to God for these things. 

Now back to the show

The new song in my heart

It’s funny because I have been “Christian” for almost all of my life. I’ve always gone to church, I’ve always read the bible, I’ve always tried my best to be a Christian. 

However, I didn’t realize that I wasn’t being a true Christian until I was much older. It was strange because all my life I had thought that a Christian is just someone who goes by in life and does their best at the things in their lives and in the end they go to heaven. 

However, when I was a junior in high school, I realized because for some reason my eyes were opened. 

I realized that in reality, Being a Christian is more than just a label that will get you into heaven. Being a Christian is a chance to have life.It’s a chance to build your treasures in heaven. It’s a chance to hang on to God for dear life because God is holding on to you. 

It’s more than that too, it means that you can be happy! Haha! I always thought that Christians had to live a life of sorrow all throughout their lives. I thought that because you were Christian, you had to give up the best parts of life. 

It’s not true!

Being Christian doesn’t mean that you give up the best parts of life. As a matter of fact, it means that you gain the best parts of life.

And for some reason or another, I became really happy in those days. I was so happy and there was no one who could take away that happiness. 

Flash forward a few months after that, I was again unhappy. 

I was really sorrowful in my heart, however, I kept praying to God over and over again to make me happy and sure enough he did just that. 

Then around 2 years ago, I just became happy again. This time, I stayed happy. And I realized that it was God who was helping me to stay happy. 

So that new song is exactly that, God.

What does my new song in my heart want me to do?

It’s strange because it’s a literal new song that I want in my heart. 

I sometimes will go back to the old songs that I used to listen to and I will try and enjoy what I’m listening to. 

And some of them are not good songs but some of them are pretty innocent in their nature. 

Like the other day, I was listening to Bad day by Daniel Powter. I was listening to this song and I couldn’t comprehend or understand why I liked the song before. 

And I was listening to this song and I said to myself, “Why am I listening to this song?” I don’t want to listen to this song. I really don’t. 

And then I tried to switch it up to something a little bit more heavy, so I put on Semi-Charmed Life by Third Eye Blind. 

And again it was the same thing. I was looking for something that wasn’t in those two songs. 

And so I started changing songs, and I wouldn’t even finish one song’s first chorus before I was already on a new song. 

And I kept changing artists and genres until finally I went to my Christian playlist. 

I went to my Christian playlist and I played each song in that playlist from start to finish. And each time, It’s as if I had heard that song for the first time in my life. 

And I was so joyful and my spirits were lifted even higher than what they are now. And It had me tearing up with excitement and joy and it was my song. All of those songs were my song. 

And I realized that it is true, that God does put a new song in our hearts when we submit to his word.

It’s funny, some of those songs on my Christian playlist, I couldn’t stand to listen to before. But now, I was listening to them all the time and I absolutely loved each and every one of them. 

So what am I going to do with this new song in my heart?

This new song that’s in my heart is powerful. I will say that I was a musicholic at one point in my life. Like literally I was addicted to music. I couldn’t stand to be away from music for more than a few minutes and you bet that I would go crazy whenever I had to spend time at school away from music.

So, this new song is powerful. This new song is strong. It has broken the chains of listening to worldly music. It has changed me for good. And that’s something that only God can do. 

I want to listen to this new song that’s in my heart. I want to chase it. I want to explore everything that it is. I want to sing it’s songs all the time and I want to worship it with all my heart. I know for sure that the Lord will help me all along the way for it is his will.

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. 

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!