A challenging time that turned into an awesome time with the Lord!

Hey everyone! So today, I have a big advice that I need to give to you all. 

Before we get into that, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us through our trials and tribulations. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for these things. 

Now back to the show.

So recently…

Recently, I went through some troubling times. 

In reality, I was arguing with my parents about some of the things that happen in the household. More specifically, insurance policies. 

I wasn’t aware of all the unfair rules that govern car insurance. I just found out today that in the U.S., we are required to have car insurance coverage for everyone in the household. That means that if I’m on my parents car insurance policy, then the only way to get out of that insurance policy is if either I move out on my own, or I have to get another car insurance policy from a different company. 

And when my mom told me that, I couldn’t believe it. Not because I didn’t believe my mom, but because it’s just a hard fact to believe.  

I thought that if someone didn’t want to have car insurance, they could just pay a fee or something and just get out of the insurance. How absurd is that?

So anyways, I was having a bad day yesterday because I thought that I was going to be a practical slave to my parents insurance for the rest of my life. I didn’t want that! That’s what was going through my head though. 

And so I didn’t pray, Actually I did the opposite, I started to doubt God over something as small as a bill. 

And I started to say to myself, I don’t believe in God. and in my heart, I was shouting at God and saying to him that he doesn’t love me. 

And in a way, I’m glad I did that for a few reasons. And they are Christian reasons. 

The Lord actually revealed to me something deep in my heart that came out those days. The reality is that I doubt heavily on the sovereignty of God. 

I was doubting God and I see now that, I want to believe in God, but something as small as a bill in my life is trying to change me from believing in God. 

It wasn’t necessarily trying to change me, but it was a tribulation or trial, or whatever you call it. But it showed me that I’m not as faithful to God as how I say I am. 

I’m not afraid to admit that.

It is the truth. I preach often to pray to God and stick with him, but when I was thrown into the lion’s den, I crumbled.

So I went for a walk, and I listened to music, but there was something in me that was just too happy. Something inside of me wouldn’t let me be unhappy. 

And this thing inside of me, just smiled and stayed quiet. 

And then when I started questioning God, I started reasoning with myself from the book of Job. and I reasoned that I had no idea what I was doing or what I was thinking about. And God knows what he is doing all the time. And I just need to trust him. 

So my advice

Don’t doubt God even in the face of sheer defeat. God is always there watching everything unfair and good that happens in the world. 

I know that some of us might not doubt God for the big things, but we might doubt God for the little things. 

And ultimately, we need to give over every aspect of our lives to the Lord. and that’s something that I need to work on. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!