Trust in God above all else

Hey guys! It’s been about a week and a half since I’ve talked with you guys. 

Anyways, I’m running into a bit of a problem here. Help me out if you can. 

Before we get into it, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the people that he wants us to become. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for these things. 

Now back to the show

Trust in God above all else. 

So recently, a sort of panic came to me. Not panic as in a panic attack or disastoursly panic. But a panic that made me want to shift gears into doing something else besides the blog. 

The thing is this, and I’m not trying to sound aggressive, I say this with more remorse than anything. The thing is this, I’m really concerned about my career. I’m concerned with the fact that I need a career to live. 

And even though I’ve been working at this blog for a while now, I just can’t be certain anymore that it’s going to take off. 

I feel like I’ve done all the wrong things in this blog and that I just can’t do this anymore. 

Honestly, I was hoping that I was going to take off at some time this year.

But already, nearly a year has passed and I just can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. 

I know that I’m supposed to be patient with myself and be easy on myself. But honestly it’s hard. There are a lot of things that I just didn’t do. 

I thought that the most important thing that I was supposed to do was to create content like crazy, so that’s what I did. 

I know that I’m supposed to be patient for the good things in life. But if anyone out there has some words of advice that they want to give me, I would greatly appreciate it. 

So what now?

Right now, I’m focusing my efforts on a stable career. So, you guys might see less of me

Just remember something guys, it was God who did all of the good things in this blog. God was the one who helped me to endure for months on end on this blog. 

I was thinking about getting into paramedicine, but I’m concerned about some health issues getting in the way. I’m completely physically fit to do the job, it’s just that there are some underlying conditions that might affect me. 

So, I don’t know, I might get into computer repair. I just don’t know, I say this with a sort of complexity. 

I want to continue to work hard at this blog, I want to continue to write for God, but at the same time, I’m also looking for a stable career. 

I know that I can make this a stable career, it’s just that I have to work hard at it. 

So, pray for me please. Pray that God guides me into doing the things that he wants me to do. 

And if he says yes to something, then let it be that, if he says no to something else, then let it be no. 

Let nothing stop God’s final decision. 

Broadcast

I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

Remember if you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. 

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!