The Lord has given me an opportunity

Hey everyone! So today, I want to share with you all something amazing that the Lord has done in my life. 

Before we go on into this blog post, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the person that he wants us to become. Ask God to help us to overcome the challenges that life faces us. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for these things. 

Now back to the show

The Lord has given me an opportunity

Hey guys! So it’s amazing how the Lord works and also how Satan tries to bring you down. I recently started to try and give more of my life to God. I sincerely am trying to give my all to the Lord. 

And so, I made some changes to my life and sure enough, the Lord has responded. 

However, it should come to no surprise to you that the devil would want to destroy what God is building. 

And so just recently he did try and destroy me. 

I was actually doing fine and some situations happened and I thought about killing myself. I started to think about killing myself and sure enough it started to manifest itself in me.  

It was painful, I even checked myself in at the hospital. 

However, the main reason why I checked myself in at the hospital is because I actually go through this maybe once or twice a year. 

And just escaping to a hotel is enough for me to get by and think it through. It gives me some times to spend with the Lord in a place where I don’t have to worry about anyone watching me. 

It’s not that I’m doing something bad when I go to the hotel, but rather, it’s just that I start praying on my knees.

And sometimes when my parents or my sisters are home, I’m scared that they walk in on me. 

I don’t want them to see me like that because of a few personal reasons, one of them is biblical. 

And so yeah, That’s the main reason why I go to the hotel, it’s so that I can pray alone without interruption. 

However, this time I couldn’t. 

What happened is that this past paycheck was really tight and I couldn’t save up the money that I needed for this month in order to get through one of these emergencies. 

And so, I checked myself in the hospital because I just needed to escape. And sure enough, I was able to pray by myself, not in a room, but in my mind. 

I hardly slept with the amount of thought that was going through my head, but it was all good and it was enjoyable. 

The Lord saved my life once again, this time literally. 

The Lord gave me wisdom to not kill myself. 

I’m really not depressed. Like I feel happy all the time, I honestly don’t even feel sadness and I thank the Lord for those things. 

It’s complicated.

But the Lord blesses me with wisdom all the time. 

And there are a few other reasons why I might be feeling this way even though I am giving my all to God. 

Another reason is because God is showing me that I actually need him. 

God is showing me how tragic and horrible my life was before him. 

See what happens is this. 

When we change our life to God, our consequences from our past life are still there. 

And we have to face the consequences of our past lives in a Christian way. 

So, the hardships that I’m going through, they’re just the consequences of my past life catching up to me, and that’s biblical. 

And it makes sense. If you don’t think this is true, ask yourself something. When was the last time that I did something against the law and it didn’t catch up to me?” 

Some of you guys are probably coming up with some obscure law right now.

Let me ask you something with that obscure law, did you actually break any rules? Be honest with yourself and not me, and then you’ll know the truth. 

Don’t answer me because I know what you’re going to say is a lie, but the ones that you didn’t break the rules, yeah man it’s not really breaking rules. 

Ask yourself for those REAL laws. Maybe stealing, gambling, drug addiction, tax evasion, etc. etc. It makes sense that you got caught and that’s actually in the bible, Type in google, “Whatever you do in secret will be screamed on the housetops.” 

This verse in the bible was trying to say that whatever you do in secret is going to be brought to light and everyone is going to know. 

Therefore, the hardships that I’m going through are just consequences that I need to go through. 

What happens is that when we submit ourselves to God, God gives us the strength to endure the hardships that come along with the consequences of being a sinner. 

And he is giving me strength.

God gives us wisdom and know how in order to survive all of the consequences that we are going to go through. 

So what is the opportunity? 

Anyways, back to the topic at hand, The opportunity that God has given me is that my boss has given me a project to do, it’s actually to make videos. 

And so, the Lord gave that to me after I started to submit my life to him. 

It’s strange because he gave it to me just as I was about to start thinking bad. He also gave it to me just as I started to really submit myself to him. 

To me, it actually means quite a few things. 

It means that God is not done with me. It means that God wants me alive. It means that God wants me to live a life for him. 

And obviously, I’m still writing in this blog, so that means that God wants me to continue in this blog. 

God is also showing me that the consequences of my life were severe, but the Lord is still in control. 

But it also means a lot more than that. 

It means that God knew about everything that I’m trying to do in order to serve him and he’s giving me good things because he’s trying to make me grow. 

God is good, remember that, God is good. 

Ultimately, this opportunity is a lot more than just God answering my prayers, it shows that God is truly alive. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!