Diary Entry: I always go back to God

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to share with you all a sort of revelation that has been going through my head.  

Before I get into it, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the person that he wants us to become. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for this.

Now back to the show

Diary Entry: I always go back to God

You know it’s funny, I have been having thoughts of joining the military lately. 

And I’ll be honest, in all sincerity, I don’t want to do it.

But the reason why I was putting the thought in my head was because I just wanted to be a part of the action. I wanted to feel the heat of war in my heart and body and I don’t know, just the thought of it sounded cool. 

However, I didn’t want to join because of all the other millions of reasons for not joining. HAHA! 

Anyways, while I was pondering the thought of joining the military, a sort of revelation happened in my head.

I started thinking to myself, “You know even if I join the military right now, I will eventually get older and I will not be able to fight in wars anymore. 

And so all of that training and knowledge would have gone to waste.

And also, What happens if I die in combat? What happens if I die in a horrible way? 

I could get blown up, torched on fire, I could survive and come out without any limbs, I could get tortured, etc. etc. 

And I started to think about all of this and it hit me, even if I am the most perfect soldier in the world, I am still not strong enough to fight wars on my own. This isn’t Rambo or another Chuck Norris movie

Now I know what you’re thinking, “Well German Duh? What’s the news there?” 

Let me get to it.

I’m not strong enough to fight wars on my own, I’m not rich enough, I’m not powerful enough, I’m not anything that a war machine could even start to be.

And so I thought to myself, that if I was to be in a war, I would need help from people.

I would need help from people who are imperfect, and there’s nothing that I could do to change their imperfections. 

And I started thinking to myself, So even if I was the most perfect soldier in the world, I would still have to rely on imperfect people making imperfect decisions, right? 

And those imperfect decisions, would eventually lead to my downfall, my demise, my brutal end, right? 

And then I started to think this, in reality the only person who controls the future is God!! 

Literally, I cannot change a single thing of what’s going to happen tomorrow. I cannot change anything that has happened in my past.

But what I can do, is to pray and hope that God will be the one to protect me, to provide for me, to guide me, I need to pray and hope to God that he will respond to all of my prayers and supplications, he does do that.

And even on those days where everything is going bad, I need to have faith that God is the one who is correct.

The reason why I thought that was because I cannot rely on imperfect people making imperfect decision in any part of my life.

Whether that’s war, marriage, bible, blog, music, life, work, etc. etc. I cannot rely on imperfect people to make such important decisions about my life. I can’t even rely on myself because I myself have made mistakes in the past! 

Literally the only one you can rely on is God. 

By the way, this blog post is not meant to discourage you from joining the military or serving in the police force. If that was the case, then you’d be scared about getting married or having a blog or doing music because in everything that we do, we need people on earth to help us to do it. Well we technically only need God to do anything, but you get what I’m saying. 

I’m just trying to show you how desperate our situation is. 

We literally cannot control the future and because of that, we are so powerless over all of the good things that we have in our lives. 

One day we could have a house, a job, a family, and a good life, the next day we could be dead. 

Not trying to scare you, but it’s the reality. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!