Diary Entry: The Lord is changing me

Hey everyone! So today, I want to share with you all how the Lord is changing me. 

Before we get into it, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the person that he wants us to become. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for these things. 

Now back to the show

The Lord is changing me

You know it’s funny, when the Lord changes you, he really does change you. Just recently I started to try and commit all of my life to God and I find that a lot of my decisions are actually struggles. 

It’s nothing really bad, but the common decisions that you’re supposed to make on a daily basis just become a struggle. 

I’ll give you a few examples. 

So, I am doing my best to not curse. 

I will admit, I hardly curse. 

However, It is a struggle to not curse all the time. Sometimes I just want to curse because there’s humor in it or because something bad has really happened. 

But either way, those aren’t good excuses for cursing. 

Another example is that I have a tendency to be lazy.

The godly manner of being a worker is to be a hard worker. 

The Lord blesses the hard worker and so, it’s obvious that I need to work hard at all the jobs that I have. 

The last thing that I really struggle with is to be consistent with my relationship with the Lord. 

It’s a struggle to be consistent with prayers and reading the bible, but I’m starting to get a hold of it.  

I’m not going to lie, it’s a big improvement from where I was 3 years ago.

Three years ago I wasn’t even praying and I had no thought of praying at all. 

Of course that has changed ever since.

But the Lord is changing me

But now, I fight myself to not curse, I fight myself to not have sex with women, I fight myself to be the Christian that I’m supposed to be. 

Not that I used to have sex with a bunch of women before, I didn’t do that because I was actually always holding on to God, but nevertheless, I fight myself even more. 

I fight myself to not look at things that are perverted, I fight myself to stay Godly, and I just want to live a Godly life. 

I want to forget about all of the perverse things that I’ve said in the past. I want to start a new life with God. 

I want to serve the Lord with all that I am.

Even down to the music is a struggle. I fight myself to listen to good gospel or Christian music. 

I don’t want to have the world’s music in my ears because I know that it’s a bunch of garbage. 

So, continue to pray for me. I want God to be the best part about me. 

I have a prayer request for all of you

Hey everyone, so I have to go see a dermatologist soon because I have something on my skin and I don’t know what it is.

It’s nothing completely bad, but I need to get it checked out soon. 

So, I ask that you guys pray for me. I don’t know the outcome of what I have on my skin but I hope that it’s nothing bad. 

However, if it is something bad, then I want God to be victorious in my battle. 

I want God to be there forever. 

Let there be no mistake, regardless of whether There’s something bad in my health or not, Let it be God who takes the victory. 

I pray that God may give me strength if there is something bad. 

This is actually really concerning to me because it could be something serious. 

So, pray that God may be glorified no matter what happens. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!