Diary Entry: Past sins

Hey everyone! So today, I want to share with you guys something a little bit intimate. 

Before we get into it, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to be clean. Ask God to help us to walk holy and to give us holy thoughts. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for this. 

Now back to the show

Diary Entry: Past sins

So what happened is that I found myself looking through videos about the military. 

And I’m not saying that anything is wrong with the military, as a matter of fact I would say that for some people it’s a noble profession. 

But there is something that hurts me everytime I see footages of marines training or the Green Berets  or SEALS. There is something that I just don’t like.

And I’ll be honest, it’s because I know the truth behind those things. 

I’m not saying that they’re bad, but those kind of things have consequences to them. 

I know to you young guys you might think that it’s all cool. But I’ve seen sides of those SEALS and Green Berets that are ugly. 

And trust me when I say that they are ugly. 

And i’m not saying that there is no place for those things. 

But to be honest with you, my heart faints when I think about those things. 

I just have this weak heart that can’t even stomach half the things that I hear about all of the military. 

And I’ve actually seen military comics and they are kind of gruesome. 

And I just don’t want to be a part of it. 

No one is saying that I need to be a part of it. Like I am not being forced or drafted into the military. 

But I know what I’m doing when I see those videos. 

I’m influencing myself to be a part of something that I don’t want any part of. 

And to be honest with you. When I was a kid, I never had any intentions about joining the military. 

I never had any intentions of going to war. 

But when I hit 17, I think the last few years of playing Call of Duty really influenced me. It influenced me into really considering joining the military. 

And like I said, I don’t think there is anything wrong in the military. But it’s not for me. 

And it was sin because I played video games that i shouldn’t have. 

For me, the peaceful way is the best way. 

I think I was born to be a lover not a fighter. 

Even though I am strong, I have decided that my life will be filled with peace. 

My Lord will be the one who fills up my heart with peace. 

And right now I’m in a recovery phase in my life. Where I need to recover from the wounds that I suffered from my sins. 

But the Lord will heal me in my times of desperation.

And with that, I will sleep well at night. 

WIth that I will rest happy. 

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