Diary Entry: Long time since I’ve done one of these!

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to share with you all some of the things that I’ve been doing lately. 

Before we get into it, let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to follow him throughout all of our times. Ask God to guide us more towards him each and every day. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for this. 

Now back to the show

Diary Entry: Long time since I’ve done one of these. 

I actually had completely forgotten that I used to do these Diary Entries and if I’m honest, I actually miss them. 

I miss doing these diary entries because they’re a time where I can actually talk about life and get through  some things. 

Let’s talk a little bit about what’s going on

Thinking about a family of my own

I will be honest, sometimes I wish I had a family of my own. 

Sometimes I wish I had a wife and kids and a house in the cul de sac. 

But if I’m also honest, when I look back on my life, I realized that I was very ill prepared to be in a relationship. 

I don’t want to be an irresponsible husband or father. 

I want to be a holy father. 

I want to be a father and husband who gives his all unto the Lord. 

I want to give my family to the Lord. 

I know that ultimately means that I need to provide and protect them and lead them. 

But if I’m honest, sometimes leading a family scares me.

What if I don’t have the right answer? What if I fail them? 

And ultimately every dad and husband has done those things at least once in their lives. 

They’ve failed and they didn’t have the right answer. 

So it doesn’t scare me too much. 

But I just don’t want my kids to worry about the money. 

I remember back when I was a kid, I kept thinking to myself that I was going to help my parents with the bills when I got older. 

Ultimately when I got older, my parents didn’t even want my money. 

But I kept saying that I was going to help my parents with these things because I kept saying that they had provided so much for me, I just wanted to be a help. 

I don’t want my kids to worry about the bills. 

I remember a few times I was just thinking about the next days meal. 

But ultimately all of my experiences had to do with God and it revolved around God. 

And I will put my faith in God

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Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

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