It’s strange how God changes you

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to share with you all how God changes you. 

Let’s talk about it. 

The songs I used to sing

So what happened is that I was trying to listen to some of the old songs that I used to sing.

And if I’m honest, it sounds good but up to a certain point. 

But afterwards or even while I’m listening to it, I feel this sense of emptiness and sense of guilt that I get whenever I listen to those songs. 

And the reason for the guilt is not because they say anything particularly bad, though some of the songs do glorify drugs, gangs, and alcohol. 

But It’s actually because it’s music that I know for sure that I’m not supposed to be listening to. 

And sometimes I put on the old songs that I used to listen to, but honestly, I can’t take much of it anymore. 

Like I can’t take the cursing and the blasphemy that is associated with the music. 

And it’s strange because back in the day, I would used to get so excited listening to that music. 

I would get so amped up just thinking about listening to that music. 

But now, I listen to it every once in a while, but I can’t take much of it. 

And so I have to find the cleanest songs that you can find. 

So literally right now I have a pop playlist in my Iphone, but it is some of the cleanest music that you can hear and it talks about clean topics, nothing lustful or nothing aggressive. 

But even that music I can’t listen to much of it.

I have to listen to Godly music or else I feel like I’m missing something. 

I pray that I can be the man that God wants me to be. 

The reason why I say these things is because God convicted me early today. 

Something kind of hit me hard, and I just started listening to music that wasn’t Christian. 

But I listened to it out of rebellion. 

I listened to it out of sheer feeling that I needed a way to voice my opinion and not God’s.

It’s strange how this whole internal battle goes. 

But I trust that God is going to pick up my pieces no matter what. 

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