Christian Diary Entry February 2025

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to share with you all something that’s going on in my life. 

I feel weak in some areas

So what happened is that the other day, I was at the gym, and if I’m honest with you, I’m doing my best to be my Christian self in the gym.

But what happens is that I was in the gym and my friend was roasting me.

And you all know how it is when your friends are roasting you, you feel the need to roast them back. 

But the thing about it is that I don’t want to roast him. 

I don’t want to curse at him.

Because I’m Christian. 

And I do my best to not tell him anything offensive, but it’s like they really press my buttons and I end up doing it. 

I feel bad afterwards mainly because it’s not who I am. Throughout the day, I almost never curse and yet when I’m faced with these situations with my friends, I can’t help but to curse. 

I don’t know, it seems like it’s the only alternative. 

It seems like it’s my only option. 

I also feel weak with my music

I feel as if  though I’ve given up so many areas of my life to God except for a few personal things.

And when I say a few personal things, I mean except for Music, and one other thing but I’m not going to mention the other thing 

I’feel like I’ve given up every aspect of my life but my two most important aspects. 

And it’s hurting me. 

Because I want to be right with God and I want God to be pleased with me. 

I mean, I’ve given up my work unto God, I’ve given up my clothes and my money unto God, and I know that God is faithful, so I will be faithful with what I do. 

Let me read to you a bible verse

Proverbs 24:10 states, “If thy faint in the day of adversity, thy strength is small.”

Now that’s actually a metaphor for when you’re on the day of battle, but it’s comparing it to your spiritual walk with the Lord. 

It’s saying, when you faint in your spiritual battle, then you are spiritually weak.

And it makes sense doesn’t it? 

So that’s what I’m saying, I think my strength in my spiritual battle is weak. 

I’m already praying for it, but I didn’t know that this spiritual walk with God required strength. 

I didn’t know that, so I just never prayed for strength, but now, I have to start somewhere. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time.

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!