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Diary Entry: a Trial in my Life

Hey everyone! So today, I’m going to go over a trial that’s in my life. Before we go into that, Let’s have our moment of silence. 

At this time, I would like all of us to take a moment of silence and pray to God to help us to become the people that he wants us to become. Take a minimum of 5 minutes and pray for these things. 

Now back to the show

A trial

In my head, I know for sure that God is real. In my head, I know for sure that his word is absolutely true. In my head, I believe in everything that the bible teaches us but the thing is that in my heart, I don’t believe it. 

Like, I have absolute faith in my head that the bible tells the truth, but my heart doesn’t want to believe in it. 

And I know what the bible says, it says that, “the heart is gravely ill and needs help.” I know it says that.

And that even adds proof to the fact that God’s word is the truth. 

But I want to believe in God whole-heartedly, not just in my head. 

Of course as a Christian, you’re supposed to believe in the word of God with all your strength and might and every fiber of your body. 

But it’s difficult. 

The bible also says that we are supposed to have faith in God for the things that we pray for because that’s the only way that we’ll receive those things.

So if I can’t even have faith in God for the things that I pray for, how can I have faith in him on the day that I get tested? 

I want to succeed at the tests that the Lord has for me, but it’s difficult. 

So what do I want you guys to do?

I actually want you guys to pray for me. Pray that I may have faith in God with all my heart. I know I need this faith, so pray to God to give me faith. 

If you guys do this, you would be the truest MVP.

Broadcast

I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember if you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. Remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!

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  1. GodsFaithful Avatar
    GodsFaithful

    Thank You for your courage in admitting that you are experiencing some struggles. I have lifted your name up to God in prayer. While I don’t know you personally, or if this is the case for you…But many times when we have the head knowledge and struggle with the heart acceptance, it is an indication that there are some things that we haven’t turned over to God completely I elieve God has to work with every believer on getting our priorities in order, because sometimes each of us want somethings so badly that we struggle with trusting God’s timing.
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    For example: A person may have accepted Jesus as their Savior and Lord, study the bible daily, be a good worker on their job, avoid substance abuse…HOWEVER the person might desperately want a spouse, so they find themselves jumping in and out of realationships with teh wrong people, becaue they’ve made Romance a top priority and they feel God isn’t sending them a partner fast enough. When in reality,
    God wants to prepare this person and their unknown spouse’s heart more efficiently before bringing the couple together.

    Example: The person could be saved, a dvoted husband and parent, loyal to family & friends…HOWEVER they are extremly ambitious on teh job. They look at teh achievements people around them have made on the job; And teh person finds themself doing sneaking things at work to make their self look good and advance. When in reality, God wants teh person to continue to be an honest faithful worker, and rely on God to provide teh right timing for them to advance.

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    1. Germinr Avatar
      Germinr

      Thank you, and to be honest there are a few things that I havent completely surrendered to God. I haven’t surrendered some private things but I haven’t surrendered my music, my job, gods timing on my projects, and my music. I haven’t surrendered some of my worries and yeah, I think this is good but I need to pray about it. Pray for me please

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