Christian Diary Entry: I am the Lord’s

Hey everyone! So today, I want to give you all a beautiful thing that the Lord does.

let’s get into it.

My past traumas will not shape my future

I remember back in the day how I was. 

I remember back in the day, everyone called me responsible. 

Everyone called me reliable. 

I was going places back in the day. 

And what happened is that there was so much trauma going on in my life at the time.

and it really hurt me so bad all of it. 

So much was going on. 

But I will tell you what, I’m not going to let that stop me from serving the Lord with the life that he has given me. 

The Lord deserves to be served and worshipped and glorified even with all of the traumas that I’ve ever had in life. 

The Lord deserves to be glorified. The Lord is unique and holy, and just, and perfect. 

Everyday of my life he has been perfect. 

And i will glorify him even though there have been traumas in my life. 

Even though trauma has happened in my life, I will glorify him throughout my storms. 

The Lord has been perfect all of my days. 

The Lord has been beautiful. 

The Lord is unique and just and all of his ways are perfect and good. 

When I fell into depression

I remember that I fell into a deep depression. 

My life was in shambles.

I remember I refused to bath, and brush my teeth, and go to school, and do a lot of other things in my life. 

I ignored my responsibilities. 

For the longest time. 

And the Lord has his ways of humbling you. 

The Lord has his ways of showing you that you cannot do anything without him. 

And it was painful. 

I remember all of those nights begging God to let me die. 

But the Lord was with me in the storms. 

The Lord was guiding me throughout all of my days. 

And yes, I have traumas, Yes I’ve had depression, but the Lord deserves to be worshipped throughout my storms, throughout my difficulties, throughout my traumas. 

The Lord remains glorious. The Lord remains good and holy and just. 

Whatever sort of evil that has happened in my life, was under the watchful eye of the Lord and let it be. Let the Lord be glorified in the mistakes that I made. 

Let the Lord be glorified in all that battles that I’ve ever been in. 

For he was holy and just and righteous and perfect every day. 

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I sure hope that I have been an inspiration and a hope to you all. Please remember to pray, read your bible, go to church, and love God above all else. Like, comment, share, subscribe, and I will see you all next time.

If you want to go to heaven, then believe in Jesus and you will go to heaven. (John 3:16)

Thank you all for listening in on this blog post. 

German Gonzalez, signing out!